Let it Burn

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

My life is getting boring and boring, i don't have much friend some of them already have their partner with them i really don't want bother them. My life is what i having now althought i really don't like but what can i do. When i love a person i will never get it and really want to find someone that really can stay by my side. Today i saw a sweet couple i really jealous i just want to cry, always asking myself why is my life like that is it the end? I don't know. I'm not good in everything, I can't be a good wife, I can't be a good mother, I'm not good in my study and I'm not good in making friend or talking with them i use to be a quiet person who really don't like to talk much but once i start working outside i talk alot and being bluff by people to hurt mi. I so lousy right? I just want back my life with no worries no love one and want to be alone. I really want it back, I don't want to suffer anymore. I just too tired too tired. From now onward i have to stop message people or ask friend to come out i want to be alone and really alone. I'm so jealous to see couple i just want people to love but there isn't one always there for mi. I'm happy for friend who care about mi. Thanks my friend but also sorry to give you all so many problem. Just let mi be alone for month maybe for year. And thank for being there for mi too. Is enough i want to do everything myself, you can say I'm selfish but i want prove to myself i can do it alone again and get my lonely life back. I miss my past but i can't return. Everyone have their thing to do so friends who read my blog i will stop contact you all but i will still update my blog to let those who worry about mi to know I'm fine. So don't worry about mi liao trust mi cos i never bluff anyone before. That all pals. Night night..
P.S: I will quit my smoking.

PiyoSerenaLet it Burn at 8:13 AM

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