Let it Burn

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

10.06.2009

I don't know what I'm thinking now, i lie to myself today. I told him I'm okay but inside my heart it's hurt when i heard that. It's shouldn't be hurt cos i only like him not much as i thought, feel like crying but i don't think i should. What am i going to do??????? Very sad right now. Not i write here for you to see just that I'm just new still in my blog and writing for myself to see what I'm going to do next. First time i think i really don't have the need to msg or call him again. STOP RIGHT NOW. Don't want break his happiness and also want to see him happy. He has his choice too i have no right to ask him anything just sit aside and watch ba. My life still have to go on, cos i know even people like mi they won't want to be with a mother of two de. So i also have to give up my fate. Sometime i really do want give up really i hate it when the kids make me so angry that i want to just die like that but but but... I really don't know now. When can i be myself again???? The old me, the real smile on my face not a mask. Where is it??????

PiyoSerenaLet it Burn at 10:20 AM

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